Argh penat nih!

Greetings bloggies!

I just finished work today..tired, very!

But my whole body won't stop saying quit.

And then she came into my mind,

and her moodless self today.

And I failed

Failing to make things right

And starting to reminisce those pictures we took together,

and I started scrolling thru my hp.


I miss her

wewentCARLESS

Juz hang up the fone with ya,my love.. today was the 1st time we went CARless. Lol!
Our 1st date was CARless too,remember dear? We even walked together with ur fingers in between mine...to the place where we 1st met,recalling the moments,the butterflies in stomach thingy,the tachycardia..we laughed at our own nervous broke down moments..And here we are,almost 2 months in a relationship.

Thankz syg for the movie treat..it was the 1st time u got to watch a movie on tat sofa seat rite? Hope u like it...its so comfortable to be on the sofa and in ur arms..Nice!

Before movie we had our 'burger stacko' to go! You had ur Triple Stacko a.k.a Brave with rendang sauce and i had my Double Stacko a.k.a Bold with mushroom sauce...our dinner was AWESOME! I didnt noe that we cn request for our own preferable sauce to b in our burger..COOL!

After dinner we decided to go to the Singapore Flyer bt we juz cldnt find our way der..hahaha. We ended up @ Millenia's Fountain...snapping sum shots!! Not forgetting our ciggies break too..hehe. We had fun...!
We walked to Esplanade and boarded 960 back to woodlands...we slept...ur head on my shoulder and at times we changed position,my head on ur shoulder..hehehe...Cute kan..

Parting to our own separate ways was so solemn...HAIZ. I waited till u board ur last bus to Tampines and me,took a bus home. And tats when the missing part begins...tats wen our heart skipped a beat wen we realised...hey,he/she is not der beside me..
Allah noes it well.
Till we meet again...dis weekend...!!! Cant wait for tat day dada!
On that day...Im gonna GIVE YOU THE WORLD. *wink*

Oh ya.....forget abt tat Chevrolet dear....
Say, ''Honda Air Wave,here i come.....!!!''

Your presence light up my life...

I still remember the 1st time when u let me hear this song...and you sang along while you were driving beside me.

It touched my heart...listening to it makes me realise how much im starting to love you. How much you meant to me. How i cant bear to lose you in my life.

You have saved my soul,abang.. Don't fade away...Don't leave me now.
If we stay strong together, InsyaAllah we will cross the hurdles along the journey of our relationship.

I love you sayang.






"Rule The World"
You light, the skies up above me
A star, so bright you blind me
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away
Don't fade away

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

If walls break down, I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you,

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you[repeat]

Tanpa (Sixth Sense)

Resah...
Yang ku ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau, aku tak mengerti

Meski...
Pagi itu menatapi
Akan sunyi tanpamu menemani
Ku sepi

Tanpa cintamu aku resah
Tanpa kasehmu aku hampa
Tanpa dirimu aku mati
Ooo..
Tanpa cintamu aku resah
Tanpa kasehmu aku hampa
Tanpa dirimu aku mati


Kini...
Benar-benar ku rasakan
Dalam relung hatiku
Tanpamu aku tak mengerti

Takut...
Takut jauh dari dirimu
Dan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri
Tanpamu ku mati
Ooo..

Welcome ME to the Blog

YooHoo BloggieS!
This is my 1st ever entry in a blog. OMG! Cant believe im doing this. I never believe in blogging,and nw im blogging. Wat a change in life Darla! It suit the main heading aniwae

'NEW LIFE'.

Well,well...thanks to my Dada for being my inspiration. Lol! Muuuaaccks

Recalling my day....felt shitty at work today. GOSH! Started with waking up late for work this morning. The alarm rang at 5am but guess wat? I switched off the alarm and went back snoring..and tat lead me to waking up at 545am and im suppose to be at the mrt station by tat time. And there goes $17.20 cab fare...darla..darla...haiz.

Felt better when I saw my friends at work..grab a vitasoy at Cheers and tat was my breakfast & lunch for the day..As usual,at 0650hrs i was so readily to step in the ward and had my initial autograph on the staff attendance book. Lol..

Took general reports,room report and distributing 'baju' for my patients...i ordered more from the linen room coz there wasnt enuff for all patients and i got to explained to most of them.

Unlucky Me,came dis indian guy Mr De Silva Gabriel Jayaran(diagnosed wit PEPTIC ULCER DISEASE) and start screaming at me,asking y wasnt he given a set of pyjamas. I was still at my cool mode and so i explained to him the reason...he started screaming again when i wanted tp tidy up his bed wit my good intentions..trying my very best to give my service with 'heart & soul'..and tat was wat i got from this F pt!! And tat was 0730hrs!! He kept capturing my lil' mistakes and made a big hoohaa bout it...i noe wat im suppose to do as a nurse...so wat if he pays for the hosp bills? Deep in my heart i was hoping his ulcer got bigger and eventually BURST and he can continue his journey to hell! UURRGGH!

Sister wasnt on my side too,and got bombarded by her till i cldnt go for my break. I was so disturbed the whole shift..but still i tried to keep tat smile on ma lips going...tat's me i guess.

Due to all the hoohaa....i kinda neglected my poor dada.

Im so sorry dada...however u are always in my mind and heart.

Never a second passed without me thinking of you. Hehehe...even wen i had a so-called counselling from sister,my mind wandered.....''was is my dada doing? is he missing me? is he worried y i didnt call him or text him? or is he sleeping while waiting for the hamlau and hamlaui? or smoking his marlboro red?'' ahah! tat proved tat i wasnt concentrated on wat my sister was babbling abt...juz cldnt be bothered!

Now im at home...feeling all better now. Had a nap to relief the emotional and mental stress. And the most thing which made me feel good was hearing my dada's voice and laughter.

Thank you dada for being there for me. Your presence brought light to my dim life & your presence brought tat dimples of mine revealing again.

I love so much dada...keep loving me the way i love you loving me.

So excited to meet dada 2moro nite...cant wait to kiss your hand and u kiss mine.

May ALLAH bless our relationship. Amin.