WeWentCarless Part 2

Evening bloggies.

Just had my shower...feels so fresh and smells good. Lol

Here I am,updating my blog, while waiting for sexylove to reach home.

Nak tunggu dear update....haiz.

Poor sexylove,gotta wait for Zulki to handover vehicle.

Well,me and sexylove were so so happy.

We kept thinking and worrying,

when will be the next time we'll meet.

With God's will,we met almost everyday since Sunday.

Yesterday was an awesome nite out with my babe Niza & sexylove's bestie Azfar.

Thou it was a crash blind date for both of them,but we had fun at the end of the day.

Me and sexylove met up wit Babe Niza & Bestie Azfar @ East Coast for dinner.

We had 8 cups of Sugarcane Lime! Coz sexylove and bestie Azfar ordered it twice!

Decided to catch a movie bt unfortunately tak jadi.. Dah semangat beli Chewy cookies and Brownie Nibblers @ Mrs Fieldz.

Front 4 seats were the ONLY available seats. Sakit tengkok joy!

And so all of us walked out of cineleisure to take sum fresh air and smoking2.

We ended up at Ngee Ann Fountain where we chill chill kachang...wit sum drinks.

Jokes were cracked,dose of laughter were infused & feelings were poured.

Music were played,songs were sang & at those moments,different things were playing in our different minds,God knows.

And that song, 'Hanya Kau Yang Mampu-Aizat'....haha. We sang that together. Lol

15mins past 2230hrs we headed home separate ways. Azfar sent Niza home and we headed to a place where we could spent time juz the 2 of us.

That quality time.

And ya..we met up again. Today.

Met sexylove after obtaining MC @ SGH staff clinic.

We met at the place where we first had our eyes met 4 mths ago.

Had butterflies in my stomach. Still. *giggle*

Went dwn to orchard to hv our late lunch.

2day seems to be a YOUNG COUPLE + BABY DAY.

Everyone seems to bring babies.

And me and sexylove were talking and wondering how it will be when we have kids.

Mesti cute! Can't wait for that day. Lol

After lunch we walked down to Shaw Lido...Had ice-t and ice-cream.

Both of us enjoyed the day and wat matters most,we enjoyed each other company as we were laughing and teasing each other.

And ya,both of us were in a naughty + mischievous mood! Lol.

Going carless for the day was AWESOME!

Without the sound of exhaust, without the temptations of racing...

We were just doing fine, as a STREET-WEARERS.

Dun u tink so boify?

I love you sexylove!!!!!

Ok lah. Tats all for the event.

Nak call sexylove nih..Missing him so much!

Till next time bloggies!

Apology...

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Dear love,

I apologise for alll the pain and hurt that I had put u thru.

I didnt mean it.

But due to my stupid mistake, it shaken our relationship.

For a moment I thought,maybe we couldnt go on...

But the love that was mounting for you,stop me from making any harsh decision last night.

I wouldn't want to lose you.

Someone whom Im loving so much now.

I know you love me and thats y u reacted the way u did last nite.

Though those words were like a sharp knife piercing through my heart.

But please dun ever say that u regretted being in a reletionship with me,coz I never regretted having you in my life.

I never did.

Once agian Im sorry dear love.

Im sorry that I hurt you.

I never meant to do those things to you.

Im not perfect.

And now,

Its a next step, a next level in our relationship.

Do know that I appreciate deep fom the bottom of my heart,the things that you and ur mum had done for me.

For giving me the shelter and taking care of my well being for the last 1 month.

Thank you so much.

Im sorry if my presence in ur home burdens your family.

But Im glad that i stayed over ur place.

It tighten the bond of our relationship.

Dear love,

I want you to know that i love you till the last breathe of mine.

So lets work things out together...

Post 2 birthday celebrations! lol

Greetings bloggies

here goes some pix being took on her bday...

its been a gr8 nite out with u,
words from the heart are being poured out as our heart n mind opens up to create a better future, insyallah.







I dont deny the fact that there are certain time that i tried so hard, to be there, to comfort, to spend time with, enjoy the day with, but commitments, chores , work failed my mind n body.

I dun deny the fact that there are times where me myself ketandusan kasih sayang n what i want for the day is to feel some love from the people n vice versa.

Im sorry if my body n mind failed me, but my heart will never ever fail towards u my dear..




ps.. i hope u love the gifts that i have gotten for u. May god bless our relationship in this path filled with thorns but im looking forward for that whiff of rose scent in this relationship. May god bless u with good health n be a gd fren,sister,gf,wife for all those ppl arnd u whom love u so dearly.

salamz

missing u n gon miss u even more..

Ish.....

Greetings Bloggies...

Im feeling so solemn...so down...I just dunnoe y.
When today Im suppose to be feeling very excited,very happy coz' 2dae is my birthday.

Im just missing everything..

Im missing everyone..

Im missing myself..

But do anyone cares of my existence???

Oh GOD, Please help me.

Hv anyone cares the tears i shed last nyte? When that special person was'nt even the 1st person to wish me at 12 midnite..
Maybe you are too tired to even entertain me and my solemness that im going thru.

& the emptiness I felt in my heart? When emotions stepped in to take charge of my principles..

I tried my best to stay positive but I just failed for a moment. For the night..and I just let my tears flow so that I feels better...

Thanks to Amal Atiqah (MallieLove) for giving me all the encouragement and comforts thru ur text which accompanied me till I fall asleep.
I love you galfren.

Honestly,I dun have the mood to celebrate my birthday 2day..
How im hoping the day will end quickly coz too many things are running in my mind.

To ALL,
I apologise for all my wrong doings,for all my impulsive actions and for all burdens I have put u on. Im sorry...please forgive me.

To ALL,
Please treasure your kinship,relationship and friendships.

Do cherish them.

Do spend time as much as you can..those quality times together.

Dun hesitate to say those 3 words, I LOVE YOU to them. No matter when and where.
Coz you'll never know when will be the last time u can say that to them.

Let them know.

Let them bring along ur love with them through out their next-journey.

Coz once they are gone,regrets are worthless.

Only memories will be precious.

Think about it bloggies...

To the peeps in the pics below, I want you to know how much I treasure our relationship and friendships a lot..Without u guys,life is meaningless.
I love you all.

It's HIS birthday!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR CAPRICORN!
You have turn 25 now...how time flies rite dear?
It is the 1st birthday of yours with me in your life. I wish you happiness and may what you dream and wish for come true.
I pray for your well-being,health and safety,in whatever you do,wherever you are.
Cross the hurdles,face the challenges and gain the experiences that you gonna get,with an open heart.
A meaningful journey of the 25th chapter in your life.

Went down to tamp mall with ur mum. Accompanied her there to look for your birthday gift. She wanted to buy u a cap...and so I gave the idea of going to your 'kinda' shop. I chose a nice cap for you...sumtink that suits you...and I noe u gonna like it. And yes u did! And you look nice in it...of course! It's an original fitter's cap dude!

Ordered Canadian Pizza on the way home. An extra-large MEATLOVERS & ATLANTIS. Nice balanced! Meat and seafood.
You blowed ya candles...made ya wish and we snapped sum pics. A simple celebration but was a meaningful one. Duncha tink so boify?

Had a rest...charging our batteries..Lol.
Tonite gonna celebrate wit dear's frens...out to town.
Clan made up of Richard,Ronnie,Tecky,Azfar & Ganesh.
And ya...Im the Rose among the Thorns. Lol
Met up at vivocity and when the clan completed we proceed to our destination!!!

I hope you had a memorable birthday dear love.
Hope to have many many brithdays 2gether!!!!

So Bloggies...till next time!

Im leaving 2008 with HOPE....

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A quote of inspiration to welcome 2009 in my life.
Im leaving 2008 behind with tears of memories,with hurtful experiences,with strong faith which had been my best friend thru out the grieving process...with cleanse heart to keep moving on in life...to be someone better..

Everyday i pray to ALLAH to guide me through in every steps that i take. To Him i seek forgiveness for my past. To Him i seek guidance hoping that i'll go home to my family with much love. To love ayah,mama,zirah and ajid and to be loved by them. I know they do..and im missing them so much now.

Thank you To my family and friends who were there shedding tears with me,who were there trying their best to bring back laughter to my life.
To dear,thank you for being there for me,for all the moral support that I needed.
To dear,thank you for holding out ur hand to pull me up when I was down there,drowning in my sorrows, for helping to pick up those shattered pieces of hope in my life.
I appreciate all the things you had done. Thank you. May ALLAH repay all the good deeds that you guys have done.

It's the 2nd day of the new year. And it's our 3rd month anniversary. Happy anniversary dear love. Hope to have more and more months and years to celebrate together with you hubby.

For now....i keep HOPING that things will get better in life. Smooth sailing in relationship with dear love. Good bonding with dear's mum,better rapport with collegues/sisters at work and most important,back home with my family.

To be a better daughter to mama and ayah...
To be a better sister & a good role model to my siblings Ajid and Zirah who are growing up...
To be a better girlfriend to dear love...
To be a better future daughter-in-law...
To be a better nurse...
And to be someone who appreciate God's giving.
Coz I believe, "THE GOOD AND THE BAD COMES FROM HIM"

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