The way I are

Hello bloggies.

I was scanning thru my blog dated since year 2003 onwards, and comparing my life back then and now.

Too many changes in me since those days I left high school, I was like super hyperactive, single, I believed in no one else except for mine. I laughed at those thoughts when I was 18 or 19, me the simpleminded mat metal and how I hooked up and adore girls and stuff hehe! How I enjoyed my weekend teasing my family members , those days when aruah PaPa was still there and how I went fishing with him once every blue moon and all that stuffs.

5 years later here I am, feeling so old yet wiser than I used to be. Certain things won't change especially my simplemindedness, very contented indeed. One word to I'm looking forward in me now, Security, I still search within myself but to no avail. Probably I'm not up to that stage yet but I will one day by god's will insyallah. Commitment is another word which I tried to slot in my life and alhamdulillah bit by bit it does slot in well. At times I just wish i can tear myself apart to to be spending my life with my loved ones equally.

Some people complained as to how inconvenience it is when i started blogging here, so I guess I'll make friendster blog as a place where I pen down my thought and the way i am and leave my blogspot for personal entries of mine.

Here goes my blog entries as of year 2003 onwards. Take care people
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