Fate..will it side us?

Things happened.
Fights turned into screaming.
It was not sumtink new to us.

Ila sedih...sedih sangat.
He's not going to do anything abt it.

Perlukah aku terus mengharapkan?
Apakah maseh ada kerinduan yg tersimpan dihatimu sayang.
Atau mungkinkah aku seorg sahaja...

Sebagai seorg perempuan,
I juz need him to be there to listen to my complains.
To be there to show me and make me feel how important I am in his life.
No matter how shitty his life is..
No matter what he is going thru.

I had my time too.
And for me,boyfriend is the best person I can turn myself to.
And I realised,that doesnt work for him.


"We are in the worst stage of our relationship n I dont even have a thought of it recovering.
I am not in a state to go all out for it to make it work bcoz i am in an even worst state of my life be it in my career
n my life. I leave it to fate to c what it has in store for me.
God bless."
That was the msg you gave earlier.

You aint gonna do anything.
'I dont even have a thought of it recovering.'
Ya Allah...
Tuhan maha mengetahui apa yg ku rasa sesaat membaca nya.

I always and still wonder,
are you even afraid of losing me in your life?


Mungkin ini adalah dugaan ku.

Tapi mengapa ini semua terjadi bila aku telah mulai meyintaimu.
Tuhan maha mengetahui betapa payahnya utk hati ni terbuka utk menerimanya.

Namun ...
may be Im just a burden to him.

You dun need to take that extra mile if your heart do not want to.
Im not asking you to,
if its nt from ur heart.
Iklas adalah yg paling penting dalam sesuatu perhubungan.

Mungkin i harus korbankan perasaan sendiri demi utk kita.


Kepada Tuhan aku berdoa
Semoga Tuhan memberikn ku semangat utk menempuhi segalanya.
Hanya Dia mengetahui segalanya.
Hanya Dia yg memahami perasaan ini.

Ya Allah..
tabahkn lah hati hambamu ini.
Sesungguhnya aku seorg hamba yg lemah..
lemah menghadapi segala kekecewaan yg telah kau berikan padaku.

Namun iman di hati akan tetap mendorongku utk bangkit dn teruskn perjalanan.
Perjalanan sehingga hari yg telah kau tetapkn utk ku pulang kepadaMu.

Kepada Tuhan juga aku berdoa,
semoga dirimu diberi ketabahn hati utk menghadapi segala kesukaran,kesempitan dalam hidup
yg sedang kau alami.
Semoga Tuhan memberimu ketenangan dalam hati.

Ya Allah,
Kau berkatilah hubungan kami.
Kau restuilah perhubungan kami.
Seandainya memang ini jodoh kami,
Kau berilah kami hidayah.
Amin.

I've never give up on you,
so I hope you wun give up on me,
never give up on us.

We had built this beautiful relationship together.
Thru thick & thin.

Like the song that you are listening now..
''Stuck With Each Other''

I love you dear.